I am trying to work 3 extra days before the last payday in February.

Tomorrow is beginning, the next day is intermediate.

I went outside and just got them!

2 exciting packages from Amazon are 3 stops away!

My coat and backpack for ballet!

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Chicken Salad on a Lettuce Leaf
Mix chopped up chicken breasts, mayonnaise, chopped celery, chopped green onions, salt, and pepper; and put it on a Romaine lettuce leaf.

Tuna Salad on a Lettuce Leaf
Mix tuna fish, mayonnaise, chopped pickles, chopped green onions, salt, and pepper; and put it on a Romaine lettuce leaf.

“The American Dream”

It’s interesting how especially Tim Burton but also Johnny Depp went to England and France (the capitals) respectively, like they have German roots in them and they see these countries that way but that they may not be full German.

I just fixed the linked playlist and made it Unlisted and not Private.

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No one seems to care about the loss of my grandma nor did they care about my parents. Their eyes begin to go silly at the very thought of my parents and no thought comes but just because it’s them and they’re my parents. I knew no one cared about me, but I don’t know how this connected or “came about” or “came to be.” Well, my mom was 59, my dad was 70, and my grandma was 94. They seemed very healthy and young, more like they may have been rather athletic in the day.

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There are books available to buy online that let you chose with nearly 100% accuracy naturally if your child will be male or female.

Food

Sometimes, instead of ice cream, you’re hungry for a fruit smoothie or other other smoothie.

I’ve been making my smoothies with frozen fruit and apple juice.

I could do more songs on piano I like.

my favorite song on piano, getting a folding keyboard next month.

…I could’ve already played, but people somehow banked on what you played young or piano for fun after at least a year maybe. 🌬️

It’s hard to remember what I wanted to say.

I know I was posting online, while people goofed off on side of college.

So, we don’t have a strong generation of kids, we have Baby Boomers lurking around. A lot of us do have biological kids.

“the price of information”

It took 2 days to get a Wal-Mart grocery order delivered over the weekend, bu they have a good variety and prices. I got hungry and used DoorDash 3 times feeling held back. I stayed up one night and didn’t go back to sleep and then stayed up again, for the Grammy’s. I slept a lot but still feel tired. My Popeye’s interview is Wednesday. I’m a little nervous I was gonna work 2 jobs but now think I’d rather just work here. I can walk to Wal-Mart in like 10 or 15 minutes. The trip to Popeye’s is about 20 minutes with 1 bus. McDonald’s now has me as a prep cook getting together vegetables and cheese and rolling breakfast burritos, as well as washing dishes. They moved me from morning to night and said if I didn’t want that I could do something else. I applied to sell at Popeye’s since I’m from the New Orleans area as a teenager. My interview is at 3:45 PM, and I work 4 hours from 5 til 9 the night before, as usual, as for today, Monday, and it’s 2:30 PM.

Sometimes, I wish I was a mom who had a job that paid well and went on expensive vacations and had children who excelled in something, like dancing or playing violin.

Was it a mistake not to somehow give up everything and figure out I want to play violin more than anything, before? I had fun posting online, around 2007 and 2008 the most, when MySpace and Facebook were popular, as well as Tim Burton the animator and Johnny Depp the actor. The years rolled by, and I swayed from singing and losing the power in my voice as much to violin. I felt trapped in my room not wanting to see my parents, and they didn’t suggest going back to college after people thought I was bad for something in early 2009.

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I had 2 pieces.

I have it hard somehow more closely involved with an aunt’s other niece. My aunt was more assertive or “aggressive” or I’d like to say “excited” with her, but I still have to solidify that I did something wrong when I didn’t. People her mom’s age sure do a lot to kids her age, born in 1991. I’m not in agreement like that with Late Baby Boomers. Some are not to be so much with my life. Anyway, the result is resounding.

It’s about Baby Boomers feeling like babies but not really their parents. We’re like viewed as illegitimate children.

I get the feeling as though the lady is said to have caused these inevitable effects to whatever I’m hanging in for, as though we are supposed to feel more and more sorry for her.

It’d be like I was set up as though she made some special offer she denied, much to her then “satisfaction” and “gratification.” It would further be suspicious that she could have set me up to deny me.

I mean, lots of people are properly exposed. What would she then be looking for in this world, anyway? I try to ignore it and “go on with my life.”

I know things were special before I felt upset etc. this one time, I am thinking, here.

What does she really believe she can get or wish she could get that she can’t get?

People think since my parents [got sick and] died that the lady doesn’t matter.

For whatever reason are young people suggesting I should have got more out of this lady?

My dad played it for my mom’s “funeral” over and over, while we all watched her lay unconscious and dying in Hospice, to my growing surprise.

We sung this when I was in 1st grade, age 6. I wanted to sing since kindergarten, age 5, at the beginning of the year. I lived in Northeastern Florida, just moved from Southeastern Florida.

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4 Large Clear Plastic Boxes

Top Floor – Bed w/Starry Fleece, Bells, Music Stickers, Food, Drink

2nd Floor From Top – Tubes, Love Stickers

3rd Floor From Top – Empty/Toys, Planet Stickers

Bottom Box – Maze, Flower Stickers

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I had to leave when I got the role as Maid #2 I think with the professionals, in New Orleans.

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I guess they just think I’m a bad person.

They think you just sit there and suffer in any way and only that means that one day all your dreams will come true.

Supposedly, I’m fake but had not chance anyway because of who my parents were.

I contacted a place.

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It’s old photos I’ve posted recently.

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Is it possible people involved communicating about or with me can harm one another, socially?

Still Not “Perfect”

I should probably practice it more, but I’ve been playing different versions for years, like 6 years?

I guess I lack perfect technical technic (technique.)

It’s not all especially that good.

This was the last thing I played today. I practiced it for like 20 minutes slower mostly. I was tired. My 1st recording of it was too much squeaky. I was also distracted, and some of it is changed then. I guess I have good legato, for a violinist playing easy songs, especially without relying on vibrato. Most of this isn’t that “professional” or is too flawed.

Everyone is trying to ruin it for me in classical music because I didn’t get to start when I was little.

Is my life really on this?

Then, “Oh, it’s time to goof off!”

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I have a brownie kit except it’s s’mores. I just finished my supper.

I’m on the bus to the gym, 2 buses.

It can be a place with some seemingly unlikely bad people.

They are adamant with me as an example that only people with ancestry in New Orleans are worth it.

New Orleans and Georgia have their eye on Southeastern Florida. It’s very awkward and stands out.

Someone “turned on me” and tried to drain me of my good qualities saying I’m worthless. If she is considered not the best, she says that’s the same for me. She’s just lucky and “putting on a show.”

People are going by in agreement like they defend me but “let it go” for someone. They don’t deserve to handle this and certainly will not handle my life.

Someone keeps following me and messing with my life.

They think they “go” somewhere the suggest I want to “go.”

Someone stepped into my future world, in a bad way. I don’t bring this kind of baggage, or *beep*, into my life, that I’m followed and punished into adulthood and some death. I can’t see myself as an adult or peaceful parent with things like this following me, in the world. It’s like something held me back to “the mistakes of the past” alone.

I had a Baroque violin back home.

It’s hard to keep the strings in tune. I should ask someone in a shop here.

I think it’s overall a little smaller than a regular violin. I don’t think Baroque violinists use vibrato.

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I played for 41 minutes.

I got distracted after the 1st song. It’s not really worth bothering listening to the 2nd 2..

I can hear the echo of the demo violinist in this one. I seem to be getting better physically, despite I didn’t play for a month and not much for 2 months or so if ever. I usually get tired after under an hour. I used to not be able to follow the “fast” part. This seems to be like my new “Fur Elise,” which I loved playing on piano. It’s a basic, go-to, well-liked song back in the day- This isn’t really entertaining a whole lot, just shows my adamant and academic approach.

I bought $100 of groceries today, Wal-Mart delivery.

I also reorganized the stuff in my refrigerator.

I need to fix my large mug with a new straw.

I work at McDonald’s a few hours a day a few days a week in the evenings-nights.

I want 1 more job, stocking at a grocery store or of 2 convenience stores I applied to.

Someone relayed that they just do it and don’t feel embarrassed, when it comes to “using” people to say they’re actually better and taking things from people, like they don’t deserve it.

Some people just go around saying they followed the rules.

I work at McDonald’s 10 minutes walking from home. I applied to a grocery store and a convenience store there. I want 2 jobs. McDonald’s doesn’t give me much, as a prep cook.

Do people think they’re still worth it after they’ve condemned me?

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I started the form for filing taxes. I think it’s for this month, I heard.

I tidied up the living area of my studio apartment. I cleaned out old food in my refrigerator and wiped some of the kitchen down.

I have an application to submit to a grocery store that takes like 10 minutes to walk to. I also work at McDonald’s in walking distance like 10 minutes. If I don’t get hired, I will try a convenience store like 10 minutes away. I want 2 jobs to pay off debts more quickly. Plus, I’m not making much at McDonald’s, only 11 hours this week.

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Taylor Swift

I added the Chromesthesia post content to my last post.

My Writings = My Writings Etc.

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Chromesthesia – the relationship between art and music

Synesthesia – the relationship between art and music also associated with people

Kinesthesia – how people function and react to things including / leaning on art and music

Pizza Bagel

I washed the dishes already!

Older generations think they got it going now and it’s all gonna rest on both likely and unlikely things but mostly unlikely points, but they’re just up to mischief.

A family that “fibs?”