Everyone’s just waiting ’til I’m dead, somehow.

What if I never get anything? What should I live for?

Like these disturbing people, why is this in my life like they’re all that and say I did something wrong and control my life?

What if something I thought I “had” to “have” I never get? Are you gonna start to wonder why, hm?

People don’t realize we’re all people, and in the end I have my own responsibilities and {privacy or not,} and I have to meet my own needs, too, of how I feel and including what I deserve and/or earn.