Day: January 22, 2023

  • Update

    I added a link to my German vocabulary at the top of this page, Deutsche.

  • Resigning

    I applied for 3 other food prep jobs! near home, maybe not as near as McDonald’s!

  • Bedtime Soon?

    I want to go to bed.

    I just ordered my groceries! A success!

    I am cooking chicken patties. The oven is heating up to 400 degrees F.

    I work tomorrow and Monday, 8-1. I worked Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

    I sorta napped already.

    I got the Chinese for the New Year.

    I was tired and finally hung my uniform to dry.

  • Seriously

    That lady seems excited about 2 people I knew who are older than her telling her what to do knowing it’s a joke.

  • Chinese

  • Something Big

    Why is everyone going along with the notion that people who are bad when I’m really very good are really better, like if they think I made one maybe little mistake? Also, they reinterpret me, like my inner thoughts and attitude with my family and relatives.

  • Happy Chinese New Year!

    I wanted to eat out at a Chinese restaurant today, but I am tired from work and just ordered, Sesame chicken and pork fried rice and 2 egg rolls (the 2 egg rolls bring up the fee so I get free delivery.)

  • “Late in the Game”

    I didn’t ask and questioned having such a “relationship” with the Late Baby Boomer from Europe.

    People are coming up and demanding a “relationship” with her, like, “after all this,” they get the prize.

    Are their days numbered?

    You can observe her as ^excited^ with all these people either stimulating her or taking my place.

    It’s like she took my life. Everything is about her, sometimes, like she has to get stimulated now and all the time.

    People kept acting like maybe it’s not true, that she is not famous and is still ^available^. They key saying “2” like it meant I was still loved, like I was not disregarded. I find it strange, and that of all things she’s a problem, like everyone thinks the same of her and she can’t be ^special^ to me in any way “or else.” Other people stepped in and stubbornly insisted they propelled the feelings I get from her, by inappropriately stimulating her all the time. It’s like it’s some joke from her that I even needed her.

    So, she’s getting stimulated, while I get blamed for the problems. They lied about things like it’s about me, too, and they aren’t even ashamed. They mistreat me, and, if I feel upset, they harass me and I can’t enjoy my life or function. That’s what lets her get away with feeling these funny feelings from older people, like it’s a spectacle for me to consider.

    They act like I’m a constant problem, but they are. They act like they don’t know what’s going on around me.

    She said she had to be mean to me to be safe, but I bet it doesn’t matter to other people.

  • ๐Ÿ’ฉ

    Should I just get up?


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